Ohh..

mode: annoying

this is my blog. i have power to write whatever i want. so kali ni nak cakap ikutsukahati je. okeh! first of all, i really sick of it. opss..not only me, i guess. there're another friends just like me, that like to keep on quite if there are something came up and distracted our feelings. hey, enough is enough! we are growing up. not a girl anymore. please. be meatured! yes, i know. semua orang pun akan merasai satu masa yang kita rasa macam hati ni kosong je. then we just want to be alone. no mood and whatsoever. but please, i'm begging you. even though how much that hurt you, but please, don't make others near to you being hurt too. you know, sometimes they came just want to help even just a little bit or maybe it doesn't make any change to your problem. at least they came to you. to hear what are the problems. they really concern on you. they really care about you. please do not treat them like what you've done before. for me, it was impolite. tak patut. diorang nak tolong awak. bukan nak bebankan awak. bila awak layan macam tu, awak ingat itu ke balasan yang kami harapkan? memang suka2 nak kacau awak yang tengah tak betul tu? behave yourself, okey! saya pun pernah tak betul jugak. kalau masa saya tak betul tu pun pernah ada buat apa yang awak buat sekarang, i'm so so so sorry! and if awak nak marahkan saya ke, nak berkasar ke, silakan. but please jangan buat orang lain macam tu. kesian tahu tak? diorang ikhlas nak tolong, then macam mana awak layan?haihh. last, sorry for everything. sorry sorry sorry. really hope that you're getting better soon. don't you ever left Al-Quran, zikr and other things that makes you being apart from Him. there is no other thing to get any tranquility except Him. do you back to Him! saya nak diri awak yang dulu. diorang pun nak diri awak yang dulu. before this you're changed, please don't be changed again.

p/s: saya sentiasa jaga our friendship ni betul2. love you because of Him!