Downhearted

Dear myself,

Between dreams and wishes, nothing happens except what Allah has decreed. Allah knows everything you've been going through, keep pushing and keep praying because your blessings are on its way. Thus, whenever you encounter hardships in life, remember that this is Allah's plan. You're as close to Allah as you want to be.

Don't forget, the sign of you have acquired the love for Allah is that you perpetually grateful for every single bounty and patient during times of adversity. So keep say Alhamdulillah, all praise and gratitude is due to Allah, for everything happy or sad that happens to you. Please never give up. There will always come a time when things get better. Why? Simple, because Allah is always with you :')